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The Master’s Artist.
Every
life has its dark times. They may be personal – death of a loved one,
depression, serious illness, loss of a job, bankruptcy, cruelty and humiliation
at the hands of another. They may be universal – war, oppression, economic upheaval.
Regardless, the dark times can be terrifying, especially when no measure exists
for how bad they are, how long they will last, or if the light will ever
return.
For
Christians, dark times can test and perhaps even overwhelm our faith. God
allows my wife to die of cancer? God wants my business to go down the tubes? My
career destroyed? My child to be permanently ill? This is living the victorious life? Yes, I know it’s supposed to be all
well with my soul, but this is awful. Take the pain away. Please.
Poet
Sydney Lea has spent a
lifetime considering the dark and light times of a life, and all the things
that can challenge faith. He’s published 10 volumes of poetry, been a Pulitzer
Prize finalist, seen his poems published in The New Yorker, the Atlantic and
some of the most prestigious literary reviews. He’s received the fellowships,
he founded the New England Review and served as editor for 20 years, and taught
at Dartmouth, Yale, Wesleyan and Middlebury College. He’s the current poet laureate of Vermont.
His career has been
successful by any measure.
And
yet he’s known pain, and dark times, and he’s held fast to his faith. And he’s
written what I can only call the poetry of hope, wonderful poems previously
published and now assembled as Six Sundays Toward a Seventh: Spiritual Poems. I discovered
this volume because I read D.S. Martin’s blog, Kingdom Poets. Martin serves
as the editor of the Wipf and Stock
Publishers
Poiema Poetry series, and a recent volume is this collection of poems by Lea.
These
are longish poems, some stretching to three pages. They tell stories about
family and friends, and self. They are about aging and death, and other
senseless things.
I
could read these poems all day. Repeatedly. I find new things with each
reading. Most importantly, I find faith; over and over again I find faith.
In
“Ghost Pain,” Lea describes a Christmas service; it’s clear that most of those
attending are staring mortality in the face.
…It’s
minus ten degrees out there,
for
the love of Christ,
and
it seems above all so safe inside,
safer
even than home.
It
seems home.
We’ve
lit the half-blighted sprice by the road,
chanted
our way through a tone-deaf carol,
repaired
to our coffee and small talk.
Brian
just wheeled in Joan.
We
wish them all the cheer that humans can,
inquire
how the leg is,
now
that it’s gone.
Is
there ghost pain?
Brave
Joan and Brian kindle like matches…
Other
friends are too sick to come; some have already died.
…A
dear friend down south has gone;
his
church’s prayer chain couldn’t hold him.
Not
this time. People die…
But
in this midst of this suffering and death, Lea still finds hope:
The
girl sang well, enough to bring tears.
A
small voice got big, rose over the pain.
And
thus did Mary trudge in,
and
Joan roll in on her chair,
and
Red and Agnes and Willie figure thus in our prayers,
and
the only miracle for this lonely minute:
we
were inside,
even
those who weren’t, who aren’t, who can’t be.
And
the wind that blows no good—
it’s
outside.
And
the cookies are good, and the coffee.
By
God aren’t they good?
I’ve
had those cookies, too, and the coffee, and Lea is exactly right: by God they
are good.
Photograph by Petr Kratochvil via Public
Domain Pictures. Used with permission.
Thank you for introducing us to this poet, Glynn. Many literary poets write in darkness and stay there, so I'm always happy to see the work of Christian poets who write through the dark into the Light of Christ.
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